I was once in a dark, empty place that nearly resembles death
I managed to get out of that gloomy prison after years of struggling
It was a fresh start, really, after seeing again the bright sunshine in the morning
I can remember I was freed.
I am heading back again to that dreaded place I despise so much
Every passing day of my life becomes a countdown to hell
Slowly I am building a strong wall around me, just so to block everything that is beautiful
Freedom is such a difficult thing to handle
For someone like me who keeps putting back the chains around my ankles
It was like tasting liberty only to lure myself back to being doomed again
I wish I knew better on how to make things right
So I don’t have to go back and forth
So the only way to go is forward and up
But then again, I am here falling swiftly to the ground
Yearning again for freedom to be savored.