The Breakup

I never thought friendship breakup would be this hard and messy. This is for a friend, once loved and still loved.

 

It’s past months the last time I met your eye

I have no clear view of what’s going on in your life

Merely holding guesses feels not right

A need to reach to you eats me alive

 

The distance feels so wide

It makes my heart limp and tied

Memories of us still feel warm

Who would’ve thought there’s an upcoming alarm?

 

As a daughter of regret and haunted dreams

I always get lost in millions of what ifs

Walking around and burdened with guilt

Jumping and wading in a basin of tears

 

Sometimes as I stride

I see images of you in my mind

Feeling you holding my arm

Hearing both your sob and your laugh

 

We never wanted this

Far from the familiarity we built for years

Wounded and pained by sting of words and games

We never wished, but we chose this

 

 As much as I wanted to keep you around

I know the floor would break if I run after you

The bridge left between us is so fine

It would easily break with just one single gentle blow

 

Now we’re apart

I am surely left with a hurting heart

At times I wish you would miss me, too

But most of the time, I pray you would be stronger, too

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s