All of a sudden, everything’s changed.
It’s like there’s no ground underneath,
One is going down deep into something fatal.
The longer you stay in this system,
the more you feel lost and unwanted.
You believe that you knew a little about yourself before,
but now you seem to be a total stranger even to yourself.
Everything you learned about yourself is lost in the smoke screen
You think you stayed so long…
on the shallow…
on the superficial…
You became far and far from the other side of your person.
All those inside the grasp are already gone,
Now you lie dependently on things that were previously discarded.
The world has been harsher, and you’ve been weaker than ever.